Really struggling with Sexuality OCD, whether it’s OCD or I’m gay and in denial. I’m in a relationship with a man and I don’t want to be gay but I’ve come up with a list of things that I have done throughout my life that I feel like are proof that I’m gay: - making sims/characters in games gay - watching lesbian porn - interested in men and women on tinder once - looked at girls onlyfans accounts - watching lesbians on youtube/tik tok - following lesbian on instagram when younger - feeling the urge to kiss girls when drunk a couple of times Thoughts?

alexisrae1999

269d ago

You're asking for reassurance here girl, and by giving it to you it is only strengthening your ocd. Please look into ERP and mindfulness techniques :)

annabelcoddington

269d ago

I feel like I need it 😭 I’m in such a panicked state right now

alexisrae1999

269d ago

@annabelcoddington Trust me. Right now you feel like you need it simply because you are in the panicked state. Breathe, do something you like to do to try to get your mind off of your thoughts! Listen and dance along to this, its really weird but I promise you it'll help get your mind off things 🤣 https://youtu.be/MFmr_TZLpS0

girlwithocd..

269d ago

Its so normal for straight girls to do this. But it’s also normal for a gay girl to do this. It doesn’t even matter what you have done in your past. Be kind to your younger self and forgive yourself for whatever you did. It doesn’t mean anything, all that is is now, the present moment. I have done several things in that list and that doesn’t make me gay? I am a straight girl and I remember even kissing my best friends when we were younger and enjoying it! But I am not gay today, it’s something a lot of girls do. I don’t want to reassure you and make your ocd worse but this is just my experience.