when i was in the peak of my rocd i remember i was looking at my boyfriends baby pictures and i felt extremely anxious about if i should be looking at them since i had all these intrusive thoughts about if “we were meant to be” stuff and now i feel guilty about it, i know rocd is like about being uncertain and being okay with things being uncertain, but now that we’re broken up i feel like i shouldn’t have felt that panic or like “should i be the one he shared this with?” shouldn’t have been what i was thinking and i don’t know what that means and it makes me sad. Like does anyone get what i’m saying? Has anyone else felt that way when having rocd? kind of like doubtful that you should be included in sentimental moments bc of anxiety/rocd?