I relate to this so hard!!! If It wasnt for my job I wouldnt have gotten so confused. Ive been doing 8hr shifts nearly full time close to a year now, and I usually am by myself with these thoughts. I feel like even If I leave its too late the damage has been done
I'm getting to the point that i dont even want to work anymore because of it. :( i hope it gets better for you! @imaan7
Honestly If you are able to, leave and focus on your mental health first. Dont compromise it for a job, you can always get a new one. Just my 2 cents bc its messed up life and If I leave now, its still too late. I wish you all the best too!