Anonymous321
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christo789christo789
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Just take a deep breath and rethink it out loud . You got this
christo789christo789
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Well maybe take a hot shower and take some deep breaths. I also get triggered real easy . By talking to you , you are also helping me . You got this madelyn .
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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Really? I’m glad! And I’m just so scared of myself. I know I should give myself a break because I was and AM going through puberty. But I still feel like I’m a horrible person And rlly a p. :((
christo789christo789
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You got through it than you can do it again. I'm here if u need to talk
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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But I didn’t remember it then like I just remembered it now idk if it’s real or not and I’m freaking out. :(((
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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I’m so scared 😭😭😭
christo789christo789
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Can I help in anyway
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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I’m not sure :(((
christo789christo789
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I'm here if you need anything
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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I’m also freaking out because I’m spiritual and I used a pendulum and asked it if I was that way and it said no a few times then I asked again and it stayed on the opposite of what it was saying now I’m scared. Even tho it said I’m not many times, the one time it was swinging towards the yes I am and I redid it after and it said no ur not again but I’m freaking out.
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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I’m sorry if that was a lot and made no sense
christo789christo789
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So just take a deep breath and dont listen to that and really think about it
christo789christo789
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So let's try to make u feel better. What's your name if you dont mind me asking . You can get through this
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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My name is Madelynn im 15 almost 16
christo789christo789
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Hi madelyn my name is chris . So your also in junior high or high school which is stressful all on it's on. What puts you in a calming mood,
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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I’ve never tried anything to calm me down. I feel like I don’t deserve this. I try to read the ocd book but it triggered me more. :(
christo789christo789
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Yes you really are helping me and why do you think your a bad person , we all think this at one time or another remember you got this Madelyn .
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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Well these thoughts would come in during Yk…sorry that’s tmi. And then I worry that what if when I was holding a kid I got a feeling down there? And I know even if I did, it doesn’t mean anything bc Yk. Puberty. But still. I’m so scared. And I get the feelings down there all the time. It’s horrible. :(
christo789christo789
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That's just going through puberty and in some cases it can just be a thought u cant control or illness. You will learn how to handle it
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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But what if I am a p? Am I? I’m scared. :((
christo789christo789
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What's a p sorry
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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A pedo :(( I would kill myself if I was
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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Are u there? Do u think I’m that way??? :(((
christo789christo789
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What does p stand for
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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A pedophile I’m so scared I have pocd
unknown unknown
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Hey babe I’m sorry you’re having a rough time I’m here if you need to talk privately or publicly I can give u my socials if you want to chat privately though :))
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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Yes please :(( can we please talk privately?
unknown unknown
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@Anonymous321 Ofc would u prefer snap or insta I have discord too
christo789christo789
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@Anonymous321 You are definitely not
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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@unknown Proabably snap thank you so much. My snap is madelynn.stark and I have a screentime so I won’t always respond but I’m able to for a little while soon :) <33
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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@unknown Thank u sm I’ll add u back in one second I’m showering
christo789christo789
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@Anonymous321 I hope she can help you. Remember you got this
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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@christo789 Thank u <33
christo789christo789
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That's just another trigger
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