I can say this. I do feel a little better but I still feel emotion less towards people. I have moments where I can be close to my partner but most of the time I still doubt my feelings. I just don’t feel love for anyone. It’s becoming quite difficult. Most of the time it truly feels like I am lying to him. I’ve cried a couple of times and I know if I broke up with him I would miss him a lot bc I know I still love him a lot. I am gonna be going back to work soon for the first time in 7 months since I lost my job….
I am scared that my mentality is still poor. I stopped even taking my medicine bc it doesn’t feel like it works anymore. I constantly check my feelings too I think I am just mentally tired..