i’m going through the same thing right now. constantly searching if i’ve hurt my brother or any animals and i hate that i laid a hand on anyone or anything. it just proves my harm ocd right and it’s sooo difficult. i’m trying my hardest to not engage in my compulsions but the urges are very strong! and im pretty sure i’ve engaged in some compulsions without even knowing. i’m sorry you’re going through this but you’re not alone!
i feel so awful like i need to turn myself in for this
@rem i understand
@rem you’re strong! remember that