I just remembered something and it triggered me. I don’t remember how old I was but I use to look up these videos on YouTube of like “sexy pranks”. It would always be some kind of “prank” of something inappropriate happening to get a mans reaction. I don’t remember what I was thinking or feeling but I remember I would always clear my history after watching something like that. This is making me feel like I’m gay or bi and not realizing it until now. Like why did I watch those…