Has anyone with hocd ever felt nothing (almost like an out of body experience) when kissing someone they thought they liked? I had never felt this way about a guy before and then when he kissed me today i just felt nothing. Like it wasnt me there. And i didnt have a panicked feeling either or anxiety really, all i was thinking was “you dont feel anything” all the time. It feels like i must be in denial. I dont know what to do, things were going so well and I genuinely thought i liked the guy so much but how could i if i felt nothing?

Sexual Orientation OCD

iñaki

Date posted: 4y

This exact thing happened to me this summer. There was this girl I had an enormous crush on. However, when i kissed her, i could only think if i was enjoying it, or if i was feeling anything at all. However, after talking to her about my situation, the OCD was no longe there, and when she kissed me, i was only thinking about her, and it felt great. Now she is my girlfriend and i fell so lucky. Don´t let OCD get you no matter how real it gets, liberate yourself and you will see a great change in your life

Winter

Date posted: 4y

Hey, thank you so so much. This means so much, i havent slept all night because all i can think about is this and your comment honestly gives me a bit of hope haha. I just dont think i can talk to him, ive barely known him two weeks so its probably too soon. Im so happy for you though, it gives me hope that someone else has experienced the same and got theough it! Hope everything keeps going well for you! Also would it be okay if i asked if you did therapy or anything or if you are looking at doing it in the future? :)

Sarahtonen

Date posted: 4y

My first kiss was boring lol I think ppl hype it up so much

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