š»
- Date posted
- 4y
lmls1305lmls1305
- Date posted
- 4y
It came along with when I realized I was bisexual, which my ocd turned into "what if you're actually just a lesbian in denial" and lots of checking if I'm still attracted to my boyfriend. All my ocd themes also usually originates from my ROCD.
lmls1305lmls1305
- Date posted
- 4y
@Ope It's great to hear someone else with a similar situation.
lmls1305lmls1305
- Date posted
- 4y
@Ope And I know I've always been attracted to men. These thoughts are so annoying
Whyyocd Whyyocd
- Date posted
- 4y
I was eating with my family and we ended up talking about BTS (Korean boy band). BTS is one of my favorite groups and I think they are all really cute. My dad and aunt started saying that they looked like girls and that I should come out already. Then the question āwhat if Iām gayā popped into my mind. Then the spiraling began š
AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 4y
Pornography.
AcrasiaAcrasia
- Date posted
- 4y
Same here
Related posts
geodrimilis
- Date posted
- 23w
How did your so-ocd feel when it started?
For me it was a weird intrusive thought and after that I slowly started developing anxiety and I felt a weird thing like I was losing my attraction to girls. Then I woke up one day in complete panic cuz it felt like I had lost feelings for girls suddenly and I started searching online how to know if youāre gay if sexuality changes suddenly and I took some gay tests or sexuality tests online. Chat gpt was a big thing back then too. That was before therapy and before I knew what ocd is.Can anyone relate?
marbo
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 22w
Determining sexuality with SOOCD
Anyone who has had sexual orientation OCD since the ādating ageā (middle school/high school)ā how did you ever determine your sexuality? I donāt want reassurance because I understand our experiences may be different. Iām just curiousā did you try boys and girls? Did you just find your person and know? I started having SOOCD at age 16 and Iām now 28. OCD has ruined my ability to date more than anything else. I feel like it stole my chance at love. Iāve had three long-term situationships with men. I adored them but they were also toxic because I think I subconsciously didnāt believe I deserved better. I felt that if I knew the relationship wouldnāt work because of fundamental differences, at least it was okay that I couldnāt fully be present in the relationship. Not sure if this makes sense, but Iām just grieving that part of my life I missed out on.
Ocidokie
- Date posted
- 16w
Childhood OCD
Since when do you believe you have OCD? Anyone who would like to share what were the indications/symptoms in childhood?
Be a part of the largest OCD Community
Share your thoughts so the Community can respond