I was eating with my family and we ended up talking about BTS (Korean boy band). BTS is one of my favorite groups and I think they are all really cute. My dad and aunt started saying that they looked like girls and that I should come out already. Then the question “what if I’m gay” popped into my mind. Then the spiraling began 😞
It came along with when I realized I was bisexual, which my ocd turned into "what if you're actually just a lesbian in denial" and lots of checking if I'm still attracted to my boyfriend. All my ocd themes also usually originates from my ROCD.
@Ope It's great to hear someone else with a similar situation.
@Ope And I know I've always been attracted to men. These thoughts are so annoying