I hate having such vivid dreams about my themes. It always makes me feel like it must be real. Especially if I get any sort of feeling or sensation that suggest I like the content of the dreams. Ugh 😭

last night I had a dream related to incest, and the feeling when I woke up that I liked it and I replayed it in my brain and it seemed like that every time. like it turns me on and I have a groin. I don't know how to help myself...

I think that I have something dark and perverse in me, when I can imagine and feel such sensations without feeling disgust and panic...

I know people say ocd can manifest in your dreams. I had a semi sexual dream, in that there was a naked woman and I enjoyed the dream so surely that can't be ocd. Idk this shit is annoying.