I’m scared of never recovering. I don’t know if that’s a sign of OCD.

I know how you feel. My mom used to bash into my head that I would never recover, but it is possible! I used to have bad relationship OCD but rarely / never get those symptoms anymore and it doesn't effect me. If you can't "fully" recover, you can definitely minimalize your symptoms drastically, to the point where it would be a rare occurrence. You've got this!

Thank you very much 🙏

Same, with the exact same subtypes! ERP is slowly helping though, I'm seeing a change