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ugh i deal w the same thing! also wondering for advice

I have religious OCD too. But your thoughts aren't sinful. They just are. God understands your struggles and loves you so much. I have an OCD diagnosis and all this sounds very familiar. I also have harm OCD and suicide OCD. The guilt and the shane that can come from those types of thoughts can be horrible. I suggest getting a therapist who understands OCD and specializes in ERP. ERP is crazy hard. But it works. I've noticed a major difference. Good luck and God Bless