girlwithocd..
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CaptainKierkegaardCaptainKierk...
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I am a straight male, and I am not diagnosed with OCD (am wanting to get evaluated soon), but I dealt with lots of insecurity about my sexuality and unwanted thoughts about having sex with men and being a girl among other things. I didn’t have a girlfriend until I was 24. I at least can commiserate with some of what you’re feeling.
girlwithocd..girlwithocd..
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Okay did you ever feel lost or different than others? I compare myself a lot with other friends my age that has tons of experience, and it fuels my anxiety on being gay.
CaptainKierkegaardCaptainKierk...
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@🥰 I definitely felt lost and different and so so many other negative feelings. On the other hand, there’s something meaningful it adds to the relationship, even if I have some anxieties tied to it being my first too.
Piper MontanaPiper Montana
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Yes and I was really attracted to him. Like I was horny every time I saw him. But I find every man attractive so that was hard then I realized that I was able to see that a woman was attractive but I didn’t want to do anything with it.
Imaan7Imaan7
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22 guy here, never had a gf unfortunately.
girlwithocd..girlwithocd..
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Thank you for answering. Maybe I am reassurance seeking but at the same time it’s very nice to know that I am not alone with being inexperienced. I feel so alone
cc97cc97
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I had a short term relationship in HS - nothing serious: now 24 and haven’t experience a real relationship / done anything sexual - definitely plays a huge role in my HOCD
girlwithocd..girlwithocd..
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Okay thank you so much for your honesty! It helps a lot. The reason I got HOCD was because of inexperience and the feeling that something has to be wrong with me because I never want a close relationship or being intimate. I am actually very scared of it.
cc97cc97
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@🥰 Yup!! Same. I’m so scared of Intimacy
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