Can ocd sexual intrusive thoughts feel so real like it feels like a desire and that it feels like you like it but you really don’t?

Yeah, for example I had intrusive thoughts about my dog. & I’ve done erp with her for a month, I was with her 24/7 sitting in uncertainty. I’ve come to the conclusion that I really don’t want to harm her, but ocd insists I do. Idk when the weirdness is going to go away, but it has to.

I’m scared to death. It feels so real. I don’t want to ever like the thoughts or be a monster. I’m so confused

@Just Breathe ❤️ OCD makes it ‘feel’ real, even without a real desire to act on it