Like I’ve always worried about my family getting hurt or something happening to them so how can I have these harm thoughts how could my mindset change so rapidly I used to be normal would never have k*ller thoughts …. I feel like I forced my ocd diagnosis on my doctor and I changed idk

OCD doesn't make you abnormal, it doesn't necessarily change your mindset. All it does is to lie to you and grow under the compulsions and attention you give to it.

It just sucks I never had these thoughts before ever and I feel like I’m gunna break I’ve been dealing with it for so long I feel crazy :(

@ocdsuxxx I feel you. Remember that these thoughts are literally what they suggest, just thoughts. Your thoughts don't define you or your behaviours. Stay strong 💪❤️