I’m done with ocd winning At this point as long as some percent of me wants my fiancé I cannot keep fighting with whether I am bi, gay or straight. It’s taken so much of my time, happiness, health. We just bought a house together and this should be the happiest moments of my life. F you OCD. At this point my brain tells me ITS PROBABLY NOT OCD. But I don’t care; I’m choosing to be with my fiancé: he makes me the happiest I have ever been. All this “proof” from my past can literally go to h*ll. Over it and it’s time to take my life back!!!!

I so agree I been in a long term relationship and I love him so much and this stupid ocd is ruining my life cause I know in my heart I love him and don’t want to lose him but in my head it says otherwise and it’s really effecting me on what to do

Do you have SOOCD

This is me as well. My partner and I are wanting to buy a house soon and as soon as we started talking about it seriously and making plans, I hit a huge soocd spike and fell apart. I'm tired of my mental disorder robbing joy and life from me. I'm ready to fully commit to erp again cause living like this feels awful