Can ocd make you remember stuff that happened in the past ? Like rn I’m not sure if I sexualized or looked at a child in a sexual way in the past or If I got aroused seeing a pic of a kid.. bc I do remember when I would like see a post of a kid and I remember feeling a type of way? But I don’t really remember how I felt looking at the picture and idk if this is suppressed pedophila :/ it really feels like I did in the past I think idk I can’t navigate how it really was moslty the feeling or what I said in my head like idk 😭😭😭 UGHH WHY.

Okay I’ll try bc it’s so convincing it feels like I’m lying to excuse myself abt it 😭

@BlueMountain It feels true 😭 but idk if I like don’t pay attention to i feel like it’s going to come back being tru eventually 🥲

@BlueMountain Okay 😭😭😭🥲, thank you ❤️

Thank you so much 🥺🥲 you too!

@BlueMountain I’m doing alright trying to like not fight with my thoughts by cooking something 😭 I made a strawberry smoothie

@BlueMountain It was actually pretty decent I think I put too much milk or yogurt 😭 tho so it didn’t come as sweet as I make it but still good :) I’m making eggs with green tomatoes now tho 😌

@BlueMountain Thank youu and yeah just gotta get the right measurements next time😭 but I hope so too

@BlueMountain For sure !!❤️

@BlueMountain That’s good tho! You got to have a chill day I have to do laundry today 😭🥲

@BlueMountain Samme 😭😭 I hate it takes so long makes me wanna fall asleep, I have problems doing the Mandane things

@BlueMountain Yes! Don’t get me started on the dishes too man 💀😭😭😂

@BlueMountain Whatt 😭nah my hands get so prunyy I hate it lmaoo it’s think for me is dishes laundry is also boring too 😭

@BlueMountain Yeah ig it’s just bc I’m standing so long and my back starts to hurt washing them 😭

@BlueMountain What are you up to right now?

@BlueMountain Ooh cool what game? Omg have you played among us? That game is pretty fun

@BlueMountain Ohh okay I was just asking bc its pretty fun to play lol, I’ve never heard of that game tho! How is it

@BlueMountain Ohh that’s cool it looks pretty interesting

@BlueMountain I just got finished folding my clothes 😌😭lol

@BlueMountain Same especially putting it all back the closet and drawers 😭lol

@BlueMountain Lmaoo omg hahaha we do 😂

@BlueMountain Goodnight 🌙! Same to you as well ❤️