Hi there I feel very hopeless all the time and I wanted to know if there was anyone out there who feels the same . It all started when I had a dream about kissing a girl and from then on I obsessed thought and thought and thought and having no break from it and I can’t do it anymore it’s not fair I can’t just accept it because I have no feeling towards girls at all and I feel all my attraction is blocked . This has taken over my life every time I’m not home I panic and wanna go home and every time I’m home I panic and wanna leave I cry every day and panic the thoughts are so real but I don’t want any of it am I crazy am I denial I have nothing against gays or I have never been homophobic but I just cant accept that I am because all it is is thoughts nothing more I just feel like everyday the same and I just don’t wanna deal with this anymore I’m begging anyone to give advice or relate I just can’t accept these thoughts cause I know how I feel I always loved boys I never question till the dream and now I just feel nothing and I hate it I just wanna be happy with my bf and not deal with this anymore I feel alone and it’s a everyday event and I am drained

Please 😢

Thank you so much for commenting it means so much to just know I’m not alone I just feel like I can’t handle it anymore and I feel the only outcome is being gay but it makes no sense I have no more than thoughts no physical attraction or feeling I just hate it

And trying to explain to others how you feel and not knowing what hoocd is I just sound indenial

Same hereee i just feel like people don’t understand like I know I don’t feel that way it’s just my thought convincing me otherwise but I’m so glad and so sorry you relate it just feels normal someone understands have u been dealing with for long

Beginning of august have u found some sort or way to deal with temporary or has it just been overwhelming thoughts all the way through

I haven’t been diagnosed so maybe I’m just overthinking but when I read all the symptoms and took tests it says I do and when researching how I felt and stumbled across hoocd I read people’s comments and I felt like everything u was going through was normal and there’s people out there that feel the same but I feel what I’m going through is continuous and i just feel sad and stressed all the time not knowing what to believe anymore and straining my relationship as all he says is stop overthinking and be positive which is understandable but it’s just so hard lately to be happy and positive when I that feeling of uncertainty and ya no problem at all I’m 17 :)

I really hope it does I just can’t deal with it anymore I feel like my thoughts are so real and I just can’t accept them I’m so afraid on what’s gonna happen I don’t want my life to change or I don’t want to be like this forever I just don’t no what to do and thank you again !:)

Well if you feel the same then I’m going crazy or in denial I just gotta keep positive until they go away thank you for replying :) and sorry one last question reading what I wrote what do u think it is or just opinion sorry bit much to ask but just a question don’t have to reply but thanks again

Thank you so much again and hopefully we all come out of this our best and we can do it I might not think that now but it will get better soon and I hope the best for you !:)