Is ROCD where you don’t know if you should be with someone you think you love and have had so many good times together and laugh at so many things, while also thinking, what if I want to explore and there is someone better out there? Like what if I want to just be single and casually date but not be tied down? But this guy I’m talking about understands a lot about me but my issue with this ruins our friendship a lot…I have been suffering from this for a long time and it’s so hard.