ocd_sufferer8
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Imaan7Imaan7
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You really just have to quit it, theres so special methods. Quit cold turkey and never look back.
ocd_sufferer8ocd_sufferer8
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Thanks for not judging and giving me honest feedback đ
AnonymousAnonymous
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Okay but I am guessing the thoughts and images of OCD tells you are a lesbian. What images and thoughts do you get if you donât mind me asking
ocd_sufferer8ocd_sufferer8
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I don't mind at all I appreciate you chatting back and fourth with me. OCD brings this fear of constant denial and like I've never knew my true sexuality. Even though I am experienced with men both romantically and sexually and enjoy it. I guess it's the fear that I can find someone else attractive without romantic/sexual feelings? And it's confusing to me
ocd_sufferer8ocd_sufferer8
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@ocd_sufferer8 An example if this isn't making sense is like Megan Fox, I think she's absolutely gorgeous but any sexual or romantic thoughts don't come to mind when i see a pretty girl. Its just the fear that I thought she was pretty
AnonymousAnonymous
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@ocd_sufferer8 You see I get graphic gay imagery of kissing men and itâs every man I see. I once had thoughts about kissing my dad and my brother.
ocd_sufferer8ocd_sufferer8
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@Anonymous That's actually such a normal symptom of sexual orientation ocd so don't feel bad with yourself. OCD like to bring most uncomfortable thoughts
AnonymousAnonymous
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Yes I know what you mean I have been diagnosed with severe OCD and told I am not gay and itâs just ocd by over 8 professionals. This has broken my 10 year relationship up with my girlfriend and caused me huge depression
ocd_sufferer8ocd_sufferer8
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I'm so sorry to hear that. Do you mind if i ask how your sexual orientation ocd began?
AnonymousAnonymous
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So does having ocd mean this is not true. I am asking what aniexty feels like for you
ocd_sufferer8ocd_sufferer8
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For me anxiety related to sexual orientation is like a barrier of my life almost like a sense of identity that I lost. I've woke up everyday for nearly 2 years not knowing anything about myself. In the beginning I was a lot more fearful an depressed but now I'm used to the depression that this brings. I tried ERP therapy but I over did it an triggered more anxiety. I feel like I'm living in constant denial to myself and family
ocd_sufferer8ocd_sufferer8
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Oddly enough, I got triggered yesterday because I learned how to whistle. An now I'm fearful that I'll do the cat calling whistle an that will make me gay. Crazy odd weird thoughts.
AnonymousAnonymous
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Are you a female isnât watching lesbian porn a sign you might be a lesbian if you enjoy. So confused and sorry if causes a trigger but if youâre addicted to it and like it doesnât that mean you like it and want. Hope this doesnât upset you just trying to make sense of it all.
ocd_sufferer8ocd_sufferer8
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I can watch all porn, but I prefer lesbian but I've never had sexual or romantic feelings towards a female
AnonymousAnonymous
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From a single comment from a women I was having a sexual relationship with when I was 18 she made a lie up that her ex husband left her for another man when in fact he left her for another women but I didnât know that at the time. She then said I reminded her of her ex and I started thinking did she mean I was Gay and I couldnât drop it. All she meant was my personality and humour reminded her of him. So do you believe OCD means this is not true
ocd_sufferer8ocd_sufferer8
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Yes I believe can target random emotions/anxiety. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I had a friend (who identifies as a lesbian now) show me girl on girl porn as a child so I just thought it was normal an thats what led to porn addiction. I am 18 now an next month will be 2 years of these instrusive sexual orientation thoughts. I believe that me being 18 I would of had a crush on a female by now, but then there's the late bloomers an it makes me more fearful.
AnonymousAnonymous
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I was heavily involved into porn when I was younger but was always women. I use to buy magazines of women, have pictures of women on my wall. Sometimes I think back when I was playing football and thinking did I like certain boys when growing up. But remember chasing girls at school. Because I have thought about gay sex and images for so long I have lost all disgust from the thoughts and feel I should feel disgusted by gay sex. So does diagnosed with ocd mean this is not true as my therapist said I have ocd and I am not Gay.
ocd_sufferer8ocd_sufferer8
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Definitely sounds like ocd just taking over your life. I'm in the same boat. The thoughts don't bother me much anymore an I think that's what gives me anxiety now.
AnonymousAnonymous
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Does this mean itâs not true then. How do you explain aniexty, what does it feel like to you as I am always feel full of it and never used to 2 years ago.
ocd_sufferer8ocd_sufferer8
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I'm confused on what your asking me in sorry
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