Guys idk. This doesn’t feel like ocd at all anymore. It’s not really thoughts today it’s feelings. And it feels like I want to. I can’t even get myself to argue. It feels natural. It’s like my ocd is gone and this is it.

It just feels so real. Can it feel exactly like the real thing?

@cozycat It doesn’t feel like an urge

@squishybat And it feels like I have real crushes on 2 of my coworkers. Or attractive people I see

@squishybat It literally feels like I want it. And then I’m like “this goes along with my values” and I picture lives w them and shit.

@cozycat Girl I suffer with the same thing! I think some of my coworkers are attractive and I don't wanna think that cause then I feel guilty that I should date other people or something even tho I for sure as heck don't want to because I already found the perfect guy for me

Is I don’t think I love him a common ocd thought and feeling

@BlueMountain Everytime I start to feel peace it tells me this is my truth. I had a thought “I’m going to break up with him tonight” and that felt genuine

@BlueMountain The feeling is sticking around. Are you sure that it’s ocds tricks still? It just feels like I’ve completely fallen out of love and lost desire to be with him

@BlueMountain I appreciate you so much! You’re always the first one to help me