It’s feeling like I’m really convinced I’m a p :( Like all these thoughts, feelings just everything is really convincing and consuming me like everything of just being a possible bad or weird creepy person feels already true and that it’s me .. :/ idk what to do maybe maybe not is not really working that much only sometimes but sometimes I can’t win against my thoughts or talk myself out of my thoughts yk like to neutralize it to make sure it’s not true or wasnt true

Today has been really hard I feel like I can’t even breathe I feel like a pedo for real :( whenever i think during my alone time i try and coexist with it? but when i decided to think and think i panic and panic more and more i start feel more guilty guys I can’t take this anymore bc when I kinda feel certain it fades aways i think logically i know i probably am ok :( but it’s so scary for me what if i did actually act on the thought and I didn’t realize? And now reflecting it ???

I been dealing with intrusive to the point it feels like I think them idk what to do I feel like a monster.

I have really bed harming intrusive thoughts and sometimes feels like it’s feeling! The thoughts happening every day and the hardest part is that I’m testing my self in head all the time if that’s what I am or want!!! Also, so many times feels like I’m been tricking myself and doctor or people and maybe I don’t have OCD, just that maybe it’s me really!!!! How can I know who I am really 🥹???!!??