When you’re anxiety is down, can your intrusive thoughts/feelings make you sometimes feel indifferent to them or even good? It’s like I don’t want to have them but I don’t absolutely hate them like I used to. They just seem a bit silly to me because they’re so far fetched that I almost enjoy it?

OCD is relentless so when your anxiety subsided it’s going to try to infiltrate your brain. The lack of anxiety means you’re getting better. Go with it

After reading so much a out POCD lately - im starting to feel desensitized to my intrusive thoughts and it's kind of weird that something that wreaked havoc in my brain doesnt seem like a big deal right now

I definitely feel this it’s like the thoughts and feelings that go with them are just a bit meh like I don’t really care anymore. But I still don’t want them if that makes sense?