Hello guys sorry for the extreamly long post. Today’s has been a horrible day with my Pocd and religious ocd. I’ve been having a hard time with a memory I have that has been triggering both of them. I think I was the junior year of college and my dad would bring home scary movies that we would watch together (my mom) not so much. So he thought this movie was a horror movie and we watched it and it was ok at first. It was about a investigator and his son who had a brain tumor. The investigator was on a case to try and catch a pedophile(hate that word). And his son want to help him catch the guy. In the end you figure out it was all in the sons head when he was in a coma recovering. There was one scene were the investigator was looking at pictures of and he came across pictures of little kids and it showed the back of them and pocd freaked out. My dad asked if I wanted to turn it off. Personally I now with my clear head I would turn off that shit in a second. And be like “nope bye Felicia”. But I was so fricken numb at the time I didn’t care but I remember feeling uncomfortable and nervous. And I was telling myself it was almost done. I felt that if I did turn it off I would be giving in to my ocd. Well we finished the movie and we all know what happens next yep I start thinking I’m a pedophile because I watched the movie. And I started testing myself to see if I was by going back to that one scene with the picture. I know I’m not because I’m disgusted at the thought of someone making a movie like that. But it also affected my Religious ocd. Am I a bad person. Am I going to hell now because I watched this horrible movie. I don’t know. Everything is just so frustrating. I usually never watch movies like that I always watch paranormal movies or the serial killer ones like Friday the 13th. But never anything like this. Can you guys help me Thank you and god bless you all ❤️❤️❤️