hello hun! i don’t know if you suffer from anything similar, but i struggle with driving everyday. i’m always worried that i hit someone while driving. this theme is called hit and run ocd. i don’t want to give you any reassurance, but you would definitely know if you hit someone. the impact would not only be noticeable on your car, but you would absolutely remember. the more you try to remember if it was you, the more real it will feel. it’s hard not to engage in the compulsion, but resist as much as you can! i know this is incredibly difficult for you. i hope you can find peace and serenity. 🤍🤍
Thank you so much!