Hi everyone, I am suffering from pretty intense OCD and anxiety, specifically in regards to relationships. It has caused me to cut off friendships, cancel dates last minute and now I’m considering taking back two cats I adopted. My fear of commitment and my intense compulsions to do something to fix the problem (avoid, end, etc.) are eating away at me. I can barely eat, sleep and function. If you’ve ever felt this way and feel you’ve gotten better, please respond and let me know your experience. I am stuck.

Relationship OCD

I feel this hard! I’ve had to get rid of pets because of it before and I don’t have many close friends I hang out with frequently at all except my supportive boyfriend. 

I've definitely self-sabotaged prospective relationships before so I know how you feel. Have you looked at ROCD (Realtionship OCD) as a sub-topic of OCD? 