tw relationship ocd i’m not in a relationship but honestly the guy i like i’ve liked for a very very long time. maybe i sound dramatic but i do feel really attached to him and i feel empty when i’m not with him. but now i’m worried that i only like him for attention and that i’m a narcissist gaining supply out of him. i enjoy dressing up and feeling pretty if i know i’m gonna see him, and i plan things to say and stuff. it’s exciting to me. but my fear is that it’s ALL based on that, and not about him. which makes me sad to be honest, and hopeless.