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Please someone help me, it’s like the thoughts are making me feel good now I don’t even knoe
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I’ve been on medication for about 7 weeks now. And it’s reduced the anxiety but that actually makes things harder for me to know what I think or what my OCD wants. Sometimes I can tell the two apart but then on most of the time I just can’t
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@Bimmi It’s the urge to act, with the lack of anxiety. And all the thoughts come with feelings that I just can’t get over. It feels so real now. And I’ve had them so long part of me is scared about what life will be like without them even tho I was very happy without them
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@BradOCD I'm 100% with you mate my life is hell most of the time. When you say the thoughts are with you all the time. What kind of thoughts are you having ?
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@Ihateocd83 They’re just either sexual or romantic thoughts about guys, how I need to leave my gf, I would be happier if I was gay, I’ve known I was gay all along, you missed the signs. And even when I enjoy sex with my partner, it almost makes the OCD stronger because it goes against what it wants me to do.
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Pocd feels real again and I can’t tell if I’m actually attracted or not. can’t believe it got this bad again. I used to be able to go “no I don’t like that, go away” and now it feels like I do like it and want it, and it’s starting to linger longer so it feels more real. I’m avoiding checking but I’m so scared that what if it’s true. Is it because I have not been doing my exposures? I’m not sure, but every time a 14 year old person comes to my head, I keep hearing something go “they’re attractive” and it sounds like me so I panic, and it makes me even more scared because I’m not feeling bad about it??? I saw some kid at Walmart that had long black hair and my brain kept saying shit and no matter how much I say I don’t feel that way, it won’t shut up, i want to check 1000 times to make sure. But I know it’s not worth it. I’m trying so hard
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Like I'm not even scared I feel numb and ever since that night I've completely went down hill Idk what to do the feeling i felt this time genuily felt like i liked it and i didnt even have anxiety at that moment and now I'm panicking I really hope this is still OCD like I'm sorry if I'm still asking for reassurance but im really worried like it felt good in that moment I don't understand what's going on like I hope it was a false feeling and not something real.....like this has happened before but Idk 😭😭😭😭 I really don't know what to I don't want to turn into a p word I don't this I've been sleeping all day I still do compulsions a little to get rid of the thoughts but I've been getting sexual thoughts too and I don't want them but I feel like I do I don't understand I though I was getting better but I guess every time I get better everything gets worse..
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It feels like I’m lying to myself constantly and everyone. There feels like there is a weight on my heart from the moment I wake up till I go to sleep. I don’t want to be gay. Idk why it doesn’t register. Now everyone I see I have to see if I’m attracted to them. I see good looking men and I feel like I’m lying to myself that they are good looking, I see women and I see if im attracted to them. I look at everyone and I feel jealous. I want my fucking life back. But now my OCD (if this is even OCD) is telling me I was never happy and I was always suppressing my feelings of being gay. Why is this happening? Can OCD do this? I can’t enjoy anything ever.
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