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205d ago
I sometimes feel like this and sometimes don’t. I feel a lot less anxious when I know I don’t want the thoughts. But also I’m scared of not having them because they’ve been here so long and they’ve taken a lot from me the thought of going back seems very scary
I am very much like this : (
I feel like I have become disentitled to enjoyable straight situations. I just shared a really lovely kiss with my gf and I was almost laughing about how I haven’t felt so good in a while. But my brain is still saying “you want to be gay… you want to be in denial” and