I keep seeing ppl on here saying that their mind is telling them that they want to be with the same gender but they know they don’t want to. For me it’s like I truly deeply want to and since I’m not feeling anything for men for a LONG time (sometimes I even feel disgusted towards them) I feel like its a fact that Im lesbian. When I was younger I had male celebrity crushes and a few crushes on boys at my school, but they never lasted long and I never had “desire” towards them. With that being said, I feel like I have always been lesbian and this hocd is actually me discovering myself as a gay girl. :(

Username: BradOCD

Date posted: 400d ago

I sometimes feel like this and sometimes don’t. I feel a lot less anxious when I know I don’t want the thoughts. But also I’m scared of not having them because they’ve been here so long and they’ve taken a lot from me the thought of going back seems very scary

Username: Imaan7

Date posted: 400d ago

I am very much like this : (

Username: BradOCD

Date posted: 400d ago

I feel like I have become disentitled to enjoyable straight situations. I just shared a really lovely kiss with my gf and I was almost laughing about how I haven’t felt so good in a while. But my brain is still saying “you want to be gay… you want to be in denial” and