The anxiety from my HOCD has started going, but all the thoughts are still there. Does that mean it was true all along? I’m not happy but I’m not anxious I’m just sorta not bothered. But all the symptoms are still there idk what to do. But even as I start to piece it all together I’m getting anxious… I don’t want this. I don’t think but I don’t know anymore? I was so certain when this started. I remember having OCD as a child but it would always just go away and things would reset but I can’t see that happening this time. Does this mean I am gay now? Idek anymore? I have a wonderful girlfriend and I love her but how can I stay in the relationship of this is the case.

Username: Brave through

Date posted: 587d ago

For me it comes and goes in phases some days are bad and some better than the rest but ocd is never easy. I don’t even think about not being anxious anymore at least thats what i think or convince myself of and it’s annoying to the point where i don’t know what to do the thought come i act disgusted sometimes but then be like was I actually and sometimes i am actually not so idk how to take anything that comes to my mind anymore. I am just tires

Username: BradOCD

Date posted: 587d ago

Oh yes same! If a thought comes I am automatically disgusted but idk if that’s because I am actually disgusted, or just pretending to be so I don’t have to face it