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OCD loves to look for “evidence” that we do or don’t belong to a specific sexual orientation. It’s looking for certainty. It’s important to notice the things we might be avoiding as a result. Do you avoid spending time with guys? These might be areas you can do exposures. Practicing letting yourself feel that uncomfortable feeling without neutralizing it by doing compulsions such as reassurance or trying to “prove” anything can help you learn that these uncomfortable feelings eventually pass without you having to do anything.
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Thank you tia
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