Does anyone else feel like they cant even watch a movie , youtube video , tik tok , music video literally anything with the gender ur brain tells u ur attracted to ?? like i get this heart feeling and my brain tells me its "natural" for me to feel like this or get a feeling down there , and i dont want it , i cant even go to school it sucks so bad

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before yes, but now i can watch tiktok, movies, series and even scroll through twitter and instagram. trust me it gets better, you might experience ocd relapse or sudden spikes but know that it'll pass, the only thing i suggest u to avoid is reassurance, don't take hocd seriously if it keeps telling u "u're def gay" u can respond "gay or not I'll be ok" it sounds super scary at first but you'll get used to it ! don't let your hocd control you and what you do, goodluck <3