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I am currently obsessing about schizophrenia and its sucks.. the word "schizo" just repeats in my head over and over again, then I'm getting false memories attached to the fear of having schizophrenia.. I keep checking my symptoms and convincing myself that I have those symptoms, and that all of my doctors must be wrong about the bipolar I and OCD, It just has to be schizophrenia.. I'm so exhausted and I want to put my head through a brick wall at this point.
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You’ve got this! Keep your head up! We’re all in this together. Something that I realized today was that if I had these ocd issues my whole life, I’d find a way to live with it, and life would go on. There would still be great moments and experiences all the time. That’s the worst case scenario, and I can deal with that. Chances are, it’ll be much better than that. Stay mindful too and practice mindfulness to keep a strong foundation every day. You can do this!
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I actually went through the exact same thing! I was scared that my intrusive thoughts were meaning I was, or was going to become schizophrenic. Even, Seeing the word used to put the scare in me. Although I have moments here and there, I definitely feel confident enough to say I moved past it. Thank you for sharing your story because now I don’t feel alone, and I’m glad you feel strong because you are, and that goes for all of us :)
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Thanks guys! It’s really nice to not feel alone in all this. Every day is a struggle and every day is worth it.
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Awesome, keep up the good work!
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Good stuff! <3
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