Idk if I have OCD or not
I'm just really anxious about things i did in the past, I feel like a monster actually.
I have this one memory of something really disgusting i did and I don't even know if it happened how I remember and I don't know if it happened in the age of 16 or younger.
It drives me nuts.
I can't stop thinking about that when I'm with my friends who I know that think I'm a great person which i think I am but still I feel bad.
I feel selfish for wanting to stop feeling guilty all the time