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Yes mine happens with masculine women do you deal with that too?
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Yes
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@allyocd Does it feel like you are actually attracted to them ?
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@Tan??? Yes :( hbu?
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@allyocd Yes extremely!
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@Tan??? But like I am not even sexually attracted to women but my mind says I am
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@Tan??? Exactly the same thing with me. It’s telling me I’m gay and I’ve always have been
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@allyocd Same when did your hocd start
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@Tan??? Couple years ago hbu?
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@allyocd Mine started in like middle school but then went away for a long time until my senior year of high school and I have been battling it for 5 years badly
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Can hocd do that like come at one point in your life then go away then later come back
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Yes bc that has happened to me so many times
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@allyocd But it seems like I was just suppressing it like those people in coming out videos say they did but I never felt any pleasure or desire during these times of questioning
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Omg I relate to all the comments. My ocd tells me I've been in denial and pretending this whole time and just waiting for the moment I expose my "true self" even though the thought of coming out makes me sick. Whenever I found a girl attractive I would be like "ok but are u sexually attracted" and the answer was always no, and still is. But then it's like why can't I let my obsessions go???
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Does yours get triggered with masculine women
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@Tan??? Yeah, and I don't know if I feel anxious because of my OCD or because I'm nervous and ashamed of my sexuality
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I’ve been struggling with something that’s been really overwhelming, and I’m hoping to get some perspective from others here. I feel a lot of guilt about it, and I’m not sure if I’m alone in this experience. Lately, I’ve found myself daydreaming about romantic situations or getting caught up in ‘what if’ scenarios—where I wonder if I could develop feelings for someone else, or if someone develops feelings for me. The thing is, I’m in a relationship that I love, and I don’t want to act on these thoughts at all. What makes it even harder is that these thoughts often hyperfixate on one specific friend, and sometimes they feel entertaining or give me a dopamine rush. But then, of course, I feel even more guilty because it makes me feel like I’m betraying my boyfriend. These thoughts usually happen when I’m upset and looking for comfort, but then they morph into romantic scenarios, which makes me feel so disloyal. I’m constantly going back and forth between feeling curious or entertained by the thoughts and then feeling horrible for even allowing them to happen in the first place. I keep confessing these thoughts to my boyfriend, and he tries to be understanding. He’s just never been the type to daydream, so he doesn’t know if this is something other people experience or if it’s just me. I feel like such an awful girlfriend. Has anyone else dealt with something like this?
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Why are things so real the first time they’re in my mind and then when I think about it later it’s easier for me to be like wtf?? I was watching a movie earlier and the young girl had developed more in the chest area than the last movie and I felt the desire to check her out so I did. Then later I let myself imagine her having sex and I liked it. But now looking back I’m like ew. The boys in the movie have also developed as the movie went on and I couldn’t help but think that in their real life they’ve probably woken up to boners and s*men and stuff. And looking back it’s just ugh. Idk if it’s sexual relevance but I genuinely let myself indulge in these thoughts and groinal responses and I remember thinking to myself I don’t want to be attracted to little kids and how do I stop myself (everyone has attractive qualities so in younger boys I see man like qualities). Idk I need help. I wouldn’t type this out if I truly believe I was messed up but I’m still scared
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I really dont know if it is ocd anymore I dont want certain sexual things with my bf anymore that i used to like When i envision it with a girl it is so easy to envision and it feels like i want that , that will give me the satisfaction This feeling is making me really question if i am still into men , desire men sexually Is this still ocd , i really dont know anymore , as it is a feeling it is too real
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