Ugh I thought I was doing a little better but then I had images of myself and another women and it felt like I wanted it. Has this happened to anyone? Help:(

Yes mine happens with masculine women do you deal with that too?

Yes

@allyocd Does it feel like you are actually attracted to them ?

@Tan??? Yes :( hbu?

@allyocd Yes extremely!

@Tan??? But like I am not even sexually attracted to women but my mind says I am

@Tan??? Exactly the same thing with me. It’s telling me I’m gay and I’ve always have been

@allyocd Same when did your hocd start

@Tan??? Couple years ago hbu?

@allyocd Mine started in like middle school but then went away for a long time until my senior year of high school and I have been battling it for 5 years badly

Can hocd do that like come at one point in your life then go away then later come back

Yes bc that has happened to me so many times

@allyocd But it seems like I was just suppressing it like those people in coming out videos say they did but I never felt any pleasure or desire during these times of questioning

Omg I relate to all the comments. My ocd tells me I've been in denial and pretending this whole time and just waiting for the moment I expose my "true self" even though the thought of coming out makes me sick. Whenever I found a girl attractive I would be like "ok but are u sexually attracted" and the answer was always no, and still is. But then it's like why can't I let my obsessions go???

Does yours get triggered with masculine women