I don’t want to seek reassurance but I just have to type it out, because I am so scared right now. 

When I see a picture of a naked man I don’t really get aroused, I think it looks good but I don’t always feel something. When I look at a women‘s picture I often feel something (groinal response?) and that makes me so scared right now, it feels like real proof right now. Like I finally have to admit that I have been in denial all the time.

HOCD Thoughts Feel Real Because Of Possible Groinal Responses

Sexual Orientation OCD

Sounds like you’re checking in with your body and “feelings” which a compulsion.  I used to do this and still do if I’m not careful.  Things become clearer if you try not to analyze “attraction levels” like that.  It’s subtle but it’s still a compulsion. 

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