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Plaisie

203d ago

Pedophilic Obsessions OCD

Freaking out So I while ago before I had pocd I saw some lolicon hentai. Idk if I didn’t put the pieces together or what but I didn’t really think about it until I read the tag for it. I was 16 at the time so this was two years ago. It was fetish related so idk if I was just looking at it because I ran out of options or what, but I legit hate myself right now. I don’t think I ever really paid attention to how old they were because they were drawings but that was the first I thought that I might be a pedophile. My pocd has been really bad in recent months and I just feel like I’m a legitimate pedophile for what I did. I had a few thoughts before that but they went away fairly quickly. Idk what is happening, but someone, please help.

kaylanicole01

176d ago

Hi there! Thank you so much for reaching out on here. I have and still do sometimes experience POCD, and it really truly does suck. I’m sorry this memory is so distressing right now. Have you brought this up with your therapist? I’m confident that they will have some great exposures that will help you cope with this. Remember that OCD is the doubting disorder. It’s going to trick you into doubting many, many things. Remember that you will not always feel this way, I can promise you that. Keep it up, you WILL do this!