No matter how much reassurance you give your brain it will not stop. Me for example, I have been with many guys and I’ve enjoyed it very much, but my brain still tells me I’m gay or bi. I think many women look at other women to be honest, and I started to admit maybe I’m a little bi but I won’t act on it because it’s not in my comfort zone. And then my OCD started to let up because it didn’t cause so much anxiety. I still do get intrusive thoughts though. I’m actually married and when I am feeling less attracted to my husband my brain goes “yeah see you’re gay” and I’m like wtf? 😂
Literally it’s torture! I’ve tried that but it gives me more anxiety when I let the thoughts in. It literally attacks anything you love into believing the opposite and I can’t take much more of it
@Someday Oh trust me It attacks everything you love. To the point where I have two children and all the sudden after having children for 5 years, and after years of being a teacher, my OCD decided it was going to give me POCD out of absolutely nowhere. It attacks what you love most.
Oh my gosh that sounds like a nightmare! I hope you get the help needed soon, it can’t be easy and I’m very sorry you are going through it. Always here to help someone I’m the community. It does attack what you love most, which is werid since it convinces your half the time you don’t love that thing! It’s horrid, but we’ve got this. We both know it’s not us and it’s this little devil! I hope you are okay!!