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No matter how much reassurance you give your brain it will not stop. Me for example, I have been with many guys and I’ve enjoyed it very much, but my brain still tells me I’m gay or bi. I think many women look at other women to be honest, and I started to admit maybe I’m a little bi but I won’t act on it because it’s not in my comfort zone. And then my OCD started to let up because it didn’t cause so much anxiety. I still do get intrusive thoughts though. I’m actually married and when I am feeling less attracted to my husband my brain goes “yeah see you’re gay” and I’m like wtf? 😂