I am a 19 year old female struggling with ocd about porn. I actively saw porn from when I was 15-18 but one day it hit me-"what if it is not consensual" and I am just so much scared. The sites I used to watch are still there but for some there are many with same name and different extension so I don't know what to do. I would never want to see something non-consensual and I am very much scared about this. What if the site got banned because it had some abusive stuff on it,what if I didn't see any problem with it-all of this is making me scared of myself. I am not a person who'll watch something which was illegal. I have stopped watching porn because of this but what to do with my past. I just don't know. I thought till now they were safe sites because they were the only ones available in my country but now I am in doubt.