i know exactly how you feel right now
it's not because my thoughts feel real, it's because i barely get thoughts and barely get anxious anymore, it's not debiliating to be classified as OCD, and i barely obsess and barely do compulsions anymore, if i ever even do. and minimal thoughts, and 0 anxiety :( not even this is making me anxious
@Lilyrosalynd yes i know the feeling i was feeling that right now; but as it goes w every disease ppl will have good days and bad days, and just because ppl have good days does not mean that you don’t have the disease. i’m sorry i know that won’t help much but it’s true
@viscousliquid but i barely even have bad days anymore. like what is this healing or did i not have it in the first place? plus some intrusive (i hope) feelings are still stuck wih me and i feel stuff i don't want to
i’m sorry you feel like this. i cant answer this for you, i don’t want to enable any form of reassurance seeking. however, i do know that ocd can shift in symptoms. if you aren’t tweaking over this one thing, you might be tweaking in another.
thank you for this