I feel like a monster. These thoughts feel so real especially since there linked to real events. I feel the responses I get to them isn't ocd which scares me.. the stupid butterflies ( the ones you'd get when someone you like walks in the room.. exicted butterflies) and it makes me sick. I don't wanna be here anymore.

I'm sorry you feel it too :(

@🌸 The best thing that you need to remember is that anxiety feels the same way. So we’re experiencing a fear of getting aroused or attraction. It’s not the real thing.

someone I know said "if it's a way someone acted years ago that's fine , but if it's something they did that was a crime...then yes that's (can't remember what they said but it really made me upset )and now I'm really anxious . Like I'm unforgivable...