I need friends. Irl friends outside of this app i mean. Family life and social life is a mess. It sucks because im stuck at this house where my parents dont even talk to eachother and use me to escape that and i dont talk to anyone either not my brother and not even my cousin who lives with us. And now Im not able to talk to anyone… i tried reaching out to old friends but its obvious that the time thats passed has made things awakward. Im starting to think im the problem. I mean it is pretty obvious that i am…. Ugh

jlxlz is right tho try to put yourself out there to other people in your area if u can . I'm sure it a wonderful person and if it's not possible I hope your able to reconnect with some of your old freinds. If were able to help out with anything from boredom or ocd let us know we able to help :). I know it's no the same and I hope your able to meet people irl. I wish I knew someone who had ocd irl to know if I really have it after all. Anyway I hope ur having a good day and keep on going , in the end were not alone and there is always someone will look out for you and be there when u need it :) start strong ♥️

@Ambiguous Thanks i am trying to but like i said on the other post you responded to i have put myself out there to old frjebds but too much time has passed and its become awkward. Ive tried again with tinder but im already self conscious as is and when i had that major ocd spike my skin turned on me so now im more afraid than ever to meet these people

@Coul.C I just want to say thank you for the support. Idk how anyone on this app can help anymore than you already do and I appreciate it. It just sucks. I really want to run away from my life and start a new one but that might be all or nothing thinking so 🤷🏾‍♀️ lol

@Coul.C I get that feeling of wanting to start over again it's might be all or nothing thinking but it is appealing tbh. It really doesnt make much of a difference tho if u don't put yourself out there regardless. Im not saying that's easy but I hope u do since u deserve freinds, we all do in this community. I've met so many interesting people on this app I wish I could be able to meet you and the rest of them. It would be a great experience.

@Coul.C I'd recommend going on tinder or other social media posts or finding groups that interst u in your local area. Even if it's just being there and not making freinds on the first day to get your confidence up to be able to talk and meet new people. Who knows you might w new best friend that way. I know it's hard but keep your head up its going to get better if slowly at first :) 😁

@Ambiguous Thanks you’re actually right about it getting better slowly. Honestly it was so much worse before now i can’t believe how bad it got. But now the things that once kept me up all night and unable to eat dont :). You’re right and i need to keep putting myself out there despite the rejection i might or my not face. Its all apart of life and i think itd be great meeting some of you too. You deserve friends too and im glad i met you and many others through this app.

@Coul.C Thank you and I'm glad things are going better for you and ur right this is all part of life I've been able to sleep better as well and have been busy cooking as well. Things are looking good now :)