My stomach hurts tonight and my mind is racing. Thoughts of hurting those I love are the worst I could have. I want to be able to just get rid of it because it breaks my heart. Sometimes it feels like it’s best to be on my own so I can never act on it.

Harm OCD

Belle91

Date posted: 4y

I know exactly how you feel.

Taylorm2015

Date posted: 4y

It’s so difficult because it feels like the more you push it away the worse it gets. I wish I could tell myself it’s not real that’s not me but there is this other voice saying well maybe it is and maybe you’re just going to lose it.

Belle91

Date posted: 4y

It's a terrifying thing. I was just recently able to put a name to what I've been suffering with for about a year. We are strong and we will get through this and be on the better side soon.

Taylorm2015

Date posted: 4y

Thank you and that’s all we can hope for.

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