Hey I'm kinda freaking out right now I used to roleplay a lot (like in text in you know what I mean, when you create an OC and stuff) and I used to roleplay with some girl from the internet who's younger then me in two years (hey today is my birthday so 18, I used to roleplay with her in 16-17) There was a lot of sexual and romantic stuff between our OCs in 100% consent and my relationship with this girl was really just a friendship. Now I'm freaking out that I might be a perv or p for role-playing these stuff with someone two years under my age, I feel disgusted and ashamed.. idk what to do.. what if people will see me as an horrible person :^( Oh and I feel even more terrified because I just realized she might be even more young, two and a half years under my age, I promise I just realized it right now

Thank you for responding, I'm glad I'm not alone... I'm about to cry I hate thinking. I will sit with this thoughts.. I'll try at least. And I don't really know if I have ocd, my therapist told me she doesn't think so but I do have intrusive thoughts every single day for the last couple of months which cause me anxiety but idk Anyway thank you again!

@bluesapphire Did that diagnosis come from a therapist that specializes in OCD? Make sure that when trying to get treated for this, your therapist is an expert at the mental illness at hand. It seems that the intrusive thoughts cause you immense stress which is very present in OCD sufferers. When it comes to this community, you're never alone, even when you think you are you're not. :)

@BigGip09 I don't think she's an OCD expert, I doubt everything ar this point, idk if I have OCD or not but I know I'm not in a good place and this community really comforts me, also I really relate to real events OCD but idk I'm looking for a new therapist, maybe they'll think differently. And thank you so much again for helping, I feel normal and and that people care here in this community... that's really amazing.

@bluesapphire I strongly relate to real event OCD myself. It's okay that you don't know, but trying to get a therapist that is an expert with OCD can be a good start for you. That along with the ever lasting support this app can help you greatly. I'm glad I were able to help.

@BigGip09 I don't how to find one that is an expert in OCD but I'll try to find one It's realty important for me to continue the therapy, I need help obviously Everything will be okay at the end...