Brave through
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- 3y
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Brave through Brave through
- Date posted
- 3y
I agree but the problem is that these feel so real the thoughts and I understand whatever you said but my brain would still question it and be like oh is that all ? Is that true?! What if its not?!? I read somewhere soocd is projected differently for different people and if I don’t relate to someone’s symptoms i go like oh she or he has that but I don’t so do i not have it at all and i am trying to just run away its like questioning your existence
Brave through Brave through
- Date posted
- 3y
@Bimmi I guess you’re right… just the uncertainty scares you cause that means it can or it cannot and the can part eats you but when doesn’t you think why it does not its a loop:(
Brave through Brave through
- Date posted
- 3y
@Bimmi Its like living a hallucination i never thought this would happen to me and I believe that whatever happens will make us stronger but when the thoughts come in and feel so real and then i question the fact that i write they feel so real everytime is it because i want to reassure myself someway i forget how to hold on..
Brave through Brave through
- Date posted
- 3y
@Bimmi Same i have had themes as well and i have had then bad sometimes or some days i am so much more calmer and I barely pay attention and then suddenly it comes back stronger than ever which is the hardest to deal with
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