i have always been attracted to males and and have always been boy crazy. but my ocd won’t stop telling me that i’m bi and i hate it so much. if feels so real at this point and i feel like my ocd has changed everything

Im sorry to hear that you feel that way :( Just want to let you know that you don't have to panic or feel sad because it's just your OCD thoughts. I Know how real they can feel, but coming from someone who has come out the other end, it always goes away. I had a similar problem to you, and omg that feeling is terrible, to the point where u feel like you're in denial right? But I learnt the difference between genuine feeling and anxious thoughts and If you keep getting this anxiety when thinking of girls - remember that's not what attraction feels like! This is gonna sound hard and weird I know but, have you ever thought of watching female mature content online? Or even letting yourself think about when the thought comes up? Because I find that most of this anxious feeling is us trying to fight the thought, when really if we accept it and the anxiety subsides - we realise the truth...that's it's utter BS! Haha. I hope you feel better, please let me know if any of this helps you - I've had that exact OCD before so feel free to ask me anything else about it :)

thank you that helped a lot!!

I have a problem maybe you guys can help, Im 27 years old and NEVER doubt that about my sexuality before, i was (i think im still) girl crazy and i have nothing against gay people i have friends how are gay, i was working nights shifts like for 3 months straight and not sleeping at all, and one day i was drinking and smoking weed, having a good time and from no where this thought that i might be gay appears, and have been struggling for about 5 months from now, i now i have a crush on this girl we are even dating but some times it thoughs feels so real like im on a denial and get depressed i used to be a happy person with out doubts about my sexuality i mean im 27 years i should have seen this coming long time ago if its real right? At this point I don't know what to do i live in a country that therapy is hard to find especially this kind im taking some medication but i need help this is taking my life and im afraid that im liying to my girlfriend, what should i do ? Is this HOCD or im on a denial? ( Sorry about my English, is not my first language)

Honestly same. I was so boy crazy before all of this