Of course it does. OCD is very convincing. It's also very good at making you feel like you are the worst case scenario. That you're different to everyone else on this app. We've all been there.
Don't take this the wrong way but...you're not any different that any one of us. We're all going through exactly the same thing.
I have thoughts every day, multiple times a day that I dont love my partner, that I don't want to be here, that we are inevitably going to break up so why am I wasting my time.
Sometimes I let them get the better of me and it makes me sick to my stomach. But most times, I say 'Maybe, maybe not' and I carry on with my day. Those thoughts are beginning to learn they are irrelevant.
This is hard work but isn't hard work better than giving up?