I feel like God hates me to let me suffer like this…

Doesn’t feel like it for me... 😞😞😞

@POCD/RealEventOCD Be patient and forgiving with yourself please nothing is unforgivable in gods eyes. Stay strong a bit longer

@Suffering I have no female who wants me romantically or sexually... I have no friends in college so I’m lonely 24/7... my parents think I’m a disappointment even though I’m the first to go into college... and I have HOCD, POCD, and Real Event OCD... I don’t know how to be patient at this point

@POCD/RealEventOCD I have everything you said too except that I dont go to college, so you achieved something and didn’t let ocd stop you I’m so proud of you. Do not ever give ocd the power of making you feel less worthy. You have to let go of those thoughts/events and accept who you are and don’t ruminate about the past. You have to forgive yourself first to love yourself and accept your flaws

@Suffering Hard to achieve anything when your parents aren’t proud of you for it... ocd has been such a pain and it’s been feeling so real when I dont ever wanna be homosexual or bisexual at all... when your ocd starts feeling overwhelming and real to the point where it becomes so tiring, it’s a big problem to deal with... plus the no girlfriend thing, and college being a bitch thing...

@POCD/RealEventOCD I am proud of you and god definitely is too. I wish we could be irl friends and help eachother but I hope I can send you prayers from here. Maybe you should go see a therapist if it’s really unbearable at this point. Maybe it helps who knows

@Suffering Are you a girl or a guy? Random question but it’s because getting to know people helps with the OCD in a way and I seriously wish this could get better... but my pessimism has been proven right time and time again... just feels like it’s never gonna get better...

@POCD/RealEventOCD I’m female and 24 had ocd all my life without even knowing I just realized it this year haha.. sometimes I have good days sometimes I wanna just off myself but I’m staying strong cuz hope is all we got in this world

@Suffering I honestly don’t know how to have hope...

@POCD/RealEventOCD I feel you.. keeping you in my prayers

@Suffering Thank you... I just consistently feel like I’m loosing hope in life as a whole... I’m just consistently getting intrusive thoughts and feelings that feel so real... I’m lonely without any friends in college... I’m still a virgin whose so ugly that no girl will give me a time of day (they always just laugh at me) and like I said before my dad thinks I’m a disappointment... 😞😞😞

@POCD/RealEventOCD Forget the other people for a second just focus on winning over your OCD first. Find a therapist and get medication or ERP whatever helps I hope

@Suffering I can’t afford OCD therapy or medication and I don’t have medical insurance... the only thing I really have is this community and even then the app keeps flagging me for no reason...

@POCD/RealEventOCD You know what helps me? There’s a channel called OCD and anxiety he gives a lot of helpful advice for real events pocd etc I watch it everyday maybe that will help you

@adhd&autism I don’t deserve it at all... I’ve been trying to move on from this girl I like because she’s going through a hard time and I want to help her but I can’t help feel this way about her... my dad says I’ve never accomplished anything meaningful in my life... and I have no friends in college... I don’t deserve anything...

@adhd&autism I have HOCD... it’s been feeling real almost everyday... even thinking the words homosexual or bisexual makes me gag and puke because those are some of the last things I want to be... I want to have a beautiful wife... a beautiful female who will love me for me and I can be with her..: