It’s making me feel like I’m not anxious about the intrusive thoughts of men and them kissing and stuff 😭😭😭

I just posted about another situation... Intrusive thoughts about a YouTuber im watching... 😭😭😭 also I remember this other youtuber playing a game where this girl has feelings for her friend (also a girl) and she confesses to her later on in the story. The YouTuber (a guy) was saying the characters lines and when he said “I love you” I got a groinal from it and it made me feel really triggered and anxious... 😭😭😭 I don’t ever wanna be homosexual or bisexual at all...

@hangingonathread My OCD, combined with my sadness of being single and not having a gf just makes for a horrible combo... I’m tired of my friends making fun of me for not having any woman to be with... 😭😭😭

@hangingonathread I guess not... most recently I was dealing with a heartbreak of realizing the girl I like will never like me the same way as I do with her... and I don’t have any college friends as well, so I’m just alone without anyone

@hangingonathread There’s nothing wrong with being single... I just wish I could have that emotional connection with a woman who would want to be connected to me emotionally and romantically...

@hangingonathread When everything reminds you that your single, and dealing with heartbreak, all the while dealing with OCD that feels real, it really just hurts

@hangingonathread I just feel hopeless in romance, no girl has every really truly liked me for me...

@hangingonathread I don’t think anything’s wrong with me being single... I just wish I could have that mutual connection with the woman of my dreams... 😞😞😞

@hangingonathread College friends are very hard to make if you don’t live in a dorm (which I don’t do) and I like movies and video games

@hangingonathread I don’t get that much likes on dating apps haha 😅😅 being 20 doesn’t really fit anyone’s radars... especially older girls 😞😞😞

@hangingonathread I’m not really much of a social person 😅😅 I’m only social around people that I trust

@hangingonathread Of course I would listen to you! Older girls (in my opinion) are a lot more mature and understanding. I just wish I could have that experience again... 😞😞

@hangingonathread Let’s hope I find that right girl 😅😅... I’ve been loosing hope for a while and I honestly don’t think that there’s any hope for me

@hangingonathread I’m trying to find things to be confident about 😂😂 my friends said I’m a 4 or a 5 out of 10 at best, I do talk a lot and I’m a sensitive person 😅😅

@hangingonathread Which is why I like older girls you know? I feel like the older one gets, the more wise and understanding one becomes. They see more in the world that just casual partying and having fun. They see everyone for the inside and I appreciate that deeply.

@hangingonathread Your tips were honestly lovely ma’am. 😊 I hope your marriage with your husband is forever happy and peaceful. I wish I had the confidence from the start 😅😅 and I just wish that maybe a woman will be interested in me someday. 😞😞

@hangingonathread I hope I can meet a woman like you someday 😊 you sound like an amazing woman and I hope this OCD can be defeated and I’ll meet the perfect girl of my dreams 😊

@hangingonathread Thank you ma’am 😊😊