I feel like loss of attraction is one of the worst symptoms of OCD. I’ve never been an especially sexual person, and right now I just feel numb whenever I look at men that I feel like I’ve been attracted to in the past. When I look at women I either feel nothing, or I feel a surge of anxiety that is hard to distinguish from excitement or arousal. It makes everything feel so real, and I’m really wondering if I have just been in denial for the past decade. I feel sexually broken, and as though I’m never going to be able to have a meaningful relationship where I can love and be attracted to my partner.